Hearts' Translator

Dear, Dr. Saed ...

If I was given the words of all languages, and the cultures of all peoples lived on earth, I would not to be able to write only one line about what I feel inside ... you were not only my doctor but also my Inspirational and friend. You digged the blue sea inside me, the sea whose waves were full of delicate tones, and whose breeze stirred my memories and soul, and whose turquoise color mode be a lighthouse near its beach that guided with its light all ships lost in sea of passion.

“Oh, my soul's doctor, please excuse me for departing your life without permission. I intruded your heart and made it my cocoon, shelter, and warm house I resorted to during storms, I knew that science could make miracles. You were the best who understood psychology , found out the sources of sadness and eliminated them with your knowledge and patience. To sum up, you brought me life, and planted hope in my soul ... In the past, I was so cruel with your noble job, I thought science could not heal my soul, till you came to my life and stood by me to the destroy the impossible together. I really appreciated your sacrifice when you supported my interests to save me from my fears.

You, doctors, do your best to achieve your goals, and what )Edward Giffer( did was not stronger ... You succeeded my great doctor as I met )Sami( and got married few days ago we had a great wedding party. He sees me now better than any time before ... Thanks to you ... Signed by :  loyal Rachel “

The doctor's glasses absorbed every word, he read the word in a minute while lying on the examination bed in his clinic. He was alone in his office, he looked with his fired eyes at medicine books and dictionaries in his library in office , and thought that they could rescue (Rachel) and bring her back to life, but did they contain anything for him.

***

The nurse opened a new life and wrote "Rachel" on the patient name space, she managed to find her an appointment with the most famous psychiatrist. She met him few days later; a young girl in her Twenties, so beautiful delicate and shy but full of sadness. She lied down on the examination bed and the doctor sat near her and opened his questions notebook. The room was so quiet that the sound of open writing was noisy.

The patient sighed calmly when she saw the huge medicine dictionaries, and tens of certificates hung on the wall. Tat sight made patients feel so little. In a voice chanted the doctor, she said "Do your books or science comes from them to you mind contain any cure  for my hurt heart  sir ?"He looked at her with cold feelings, closed his notebook, and put it aside and said: "well, miss, I will not resort to the traditional treatment I learnt from those universities you notice on my certificates, I will create a new method for you. My intuition as a clever psychiatrist demanded me to ask you about your emotional problems only. "   Do I look beautiful, doctor"  said Rachel ... the doctor smiled ... "Do you think that I cannot deal with men ... do they use ugly words to describe those like me  ?"

Series of questions were asked by the tender young girl to the quietly-listening doctor. It seemed that she suffered from a big emptiness that was about to be turned into depression caused by an emotional decline from warmth to coldness from emotional repletion to emptiness ... She adored (Sami) but she found out that he betrayed her, she saw some of his love letters sent to other girls, and listened to his recorded voice speaking to girls that were not welcomed even in bars. She was completely destroyed, and regarded males as monsters who seek pleasures only and they are motivated by signals produced from the reluctant left side of the brain that was stirred by instincts only.

A clever doctor, a hurt beautiful young girl, and a state of emptiness ... an impossible equation but not for Dr.Said . Smart persons are the elites, they notice what other cannot realize. The doctor criterion of success is to be able to heal without using too much medicine, especially if they are chemical sedatives that fight depression but harm the body.

Few tears dropped from beautiful eyes could help the calm doctor decode the female ... it's wounded love, lost passion, and killed confidence over the past.

... Few simple word said by the doctor made his patient imagine, stare her eyes, and subject to emotional beats ...

It was the sweet word said by the monster male, they could be false, but the female accepted them again, hold them and believed them even if false. The honor of profession, and oath of Hippocrates, and live conscience prevented the doctor from committing fatal mistakes, but they push him too towards the impossible in order to heal people.

Few moments of thinking of a therapy made Dr.Said hold her hand and that caused her feel on electric current moving in her body; a feeling she always missed. So she began a treatment journey without using any medications ...   

It was love ; the thing that cannot be pretended. Therapy sessions went out the clinic to be in a very romantic cafe, or some morning exercises in a beautiful park. The doctor could give his patient confidence that made her look at the mirror to see her real beauty. She accepted life with a great self-balance, She was not introverted anymore, she faced light like a butterfly summoned by spring to spread its wings. She was full of beauty and happiness.

Rachel was brought back to life, and got rid of her previous fear, and because of the female's kind nature, she forgave (Sami) after seeing regret in his eyes. He came back to her searching for the old true love.

On a strange morning, the doctor waited his patient in the park holding some lavender roses but she came accompanied by (Sami) who came to see his beloved's rescuer . Even that clever doctor failed to diagnose what he felt at that moment; a combination of success and failure mode him ignore everything and go back to his clinic in his sportswear, he closed the door and went to his office looking for something he lost after he threw the roses in the litter.

As moon is related to the waves of the sea controlling its tides, Dr. Said led his life related to Rachel, he felt successful when he saw her or talked to her on the phone, as if she gave him life, but when days went by without any contact with her, he felt distress and emptiness and failure. Rachel was absent for a long time without any notice, she didn't show up in the park as every morning, she didn't answer the phone either. Depression attacked the doctor's heart though he cured her from that disease, he suffered for months till he  received her letter whose words are absorbed by his glasses. He looked at his books, then lied on the investigation bed as a patient and not a doctor his books and certificates failed to cure him, the doctor who was famous for curing people without medications. He got up shuffling and took out some pills from his pocket and took one hoping that it may raise the level of serotonin in his body and relieve his distress caused by losing Rachel. He wanted to give her confidence when she was sick and chose to play the role of lover to help her overcome her distress, but he found out that he loved her truly and when he wanted to confess that and give her the lavender roses he fell in the success trap as a doctor to lead his life as a depressed love.

Saad Bridi